Some thoughts...
I have begun to notice how much I cherish the few moments of solitude my busy life permits...and even though I hate feeling "alone", I really do enjoy being "alone" every once in awhile (yes, there is a difference)...
I am really drained right now, emotionally, physically, spiritually...I have this sense of being very "dry" in many aspects of my life, and it leaves me desiring to be alone, to have time to myself, and time with my Lord. I'm not depressed, by any means. I'm just...worn out. It's been a long summer, with many occurrences that took me by surprise, and often wore me out...many situations that I have not yet resolved, because I don't know how...and God hasn't yet shown me which way to go.
He has definitely taught me a lot about the perfect implementation of His timing...and I need to just trust that....
School starts in 11 days, and I pray that my entire being will be renewed...I am not really looking forward to my classes, at all...I just want to be done. But I must remember that God's will for me, right now, is to be at Azusa Pacific University, learning the things which will be presented to me. I am looking forward to chapel starting again, because that will help me to keep my mind focused on God, continually. What a great school I attend! If only we didn't have to go to class, LOL...
Next week will be another break, of sorts. My wisdom teeth are coming out Monday at 1pm, and I will be hanging out with my best-friend for the remainder of the week. It will be a wonderful time of fellowship, and it will be interesting to be taken care of (I'm very independent!)...Nickel Creek concert next Friday! :)
Have a fabulous week! Give me a call next week, if you want to know how I'm doing (I'll be swollen, but I'll try to talk! My best-friend will probably answer my phone for me, though.)...I'll be back eventually. If you have any tips about wisdom teeth after-care, let me know! I'm prepared to eat lots of jell-o, pudding, pasta and mashed potatoes! :) Ice packs are ready...too bad I'm not! Oh well...I just have to--
I am really drained right now, emotionally, physically, spiritually...I have this sense of being very "dry" in many aspects of my life, and it leaves me desiring to be alone, to have time to myself, and time with my Lord. I'm not depressed, by any means. I'm just...worn out. It's been a long summer, with many occurrences that took me by surprise, and often wore me out...many situations that I have not yet resolved, because I don't know how...and God hasn't yet shown me which way to go.
He has definitely taught me a lot about the perfect implementation of His timing...and I need to just trust that....
School starts in 11 days, and I pray that my entire being will be renewed...I am not really looking forward to my classes, at all...I just want to be done. But I must remember that God's will for me, right now, is to be at Azusa Pacific University, learning the things which will be presented to me. I am looking forward to chapel starting again, because that will help me to keep my mind focused on God, continually. What a great school I attend! If only we didn't have to go to class, LOL...
Next week will be another break, of sorts. My wisdom teeth are coming out Monday at 1pm, and I will be hanging out with my best-friend for the remainder of the week. It will be a wonderful time of fellowship, and it will be interesting to be taken care of (I'm very independent!)...Nickel Creek concert next Friday! :)
Have a fabulous week! Give me a call next week, if you want to know how I'm doing (I'll be swollen, but I'll try to talk! My best-friend will probably answer my phone for me, though.)...I'll be back eventually. If you have any tips about wisdom teeth after-care, let me know! I'm prepared to eat lots of jell-o, pudding, pasta and mashed potatoes! :) Ice packs are ready...too bad I'm not! Oh well...I just have to--
"Be still, and know that I am God..."
--Psalm 46:10
posted by Lesa at 8/28/2004 01:06:00 PM
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