Thoughts...

I've been purposely avoiding posting anything of a "personal" nature lately, and that has been for a few reasons. One is that I have been dealing with so many things lately that I haven't been able to sort through anything, really. And two, I just haven't felt inspired to blog as I have in the past. I have been thinking about many things, many people that I have mentioned previously...but I just don't know how to express my emotions, my thoughts...so for now I am remaining silent.

I am the kind of person who will take on too much, because I feel that, in some instances, if I don't do it then it won't get done...I am finding myself feeling like I have done it again, but it isn't with any extra stuff, persay. I am noticing that my school, work and church activities are wearing me out...but what would I cut out? Church? Right...school? In 181 days...Work? Need the money too much...

So, for now, I am just resting as much as I can (like today, where I read/took naps on the couch all afternoon), so that my body can keep up with all that I am involved in...I'm just worn out, in every area of my life...and I feel like I have to schedule even getting sick! I feel like I may be on the verge of being sick, so I am trying to hold it off until Thanksgiving weekend, when I can be sick for three days, LOL...

Alright, enough for now...back to my missions application...