Things Change...

It has almost been a year since I "lost" someone who was so dear to me...someone who was truly one of my best-friends...but things change, sometimes quite suddenly. I've realized lately just how large the hole that was left really is...but part of me cannot believe that I still haven't "gotten over it."

How does one heal? How does one live their life without thinking about that person daily, reminiscing about the wonderful times shared...replaying those last moments you shared together...

I know that our friendship will never be the same again...and that any attempt to reconcile will leave me longing for the friendship we once enjoyed...perhaps that is why it is so hard to just start again. We have both changed so much, and both still harbor bitterness and hurt feelings. Things just take time to heal, and I need to allow that time to pass.

Anyway, just some thoughts that I needed to process through writing...