Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Emotions...

It has been a long time since I have been this emotional...I have come so close to tears so many times today! i am not a crier by any means...I can go months at a time without shedding a tear. This semester I have cried once. Yet today I am still on the verge of tears. What is it about this semester that I am so reluctant to leave behind? Why am I so saddened at the thought of leaving?

Newt came and personally said goodbye to me today, and he said that he has really enjoyed working with me, that I am great, and that he is sorry to see me leave...though that REALLY helped me to not want to cry! :(

Worship tonight was much needed...I needed to enter into the presence of God tonight, to be in awe and wonder of all that He has done in my life. It is absolutely amazing to think that the Creator of the universe cares about me...I am so grateful...

I think I'll head down to Apartment 1 to try to write my paper...I seem to be able to focus in there better than most places in the building...yeah, and I also love these guys so much! :)

Countdown to California: 5 days...