This summer...

I have come to the point of realizing that I am not sure if I want to stay at APU all summer...

I am not sure why, exactly...I know partly...

Perhaps it is because I know that this summer will not be like my past two summers, where I spent my summer in full-time ministry in Pennsylvania...and I loved it...completely...(I will be doing ministry throughout the summer, but it's not the same)...

Perhaps it is because I have an ever-increasing desire to return to The District...and I know that I cannot be there for a year or two...

I don't know what is causing this discontent...but I am wondering if it is God's way of showing me that His will is different from my plans...maybe that is why things with housing aren't going as I had assumed they would go...I don't know...

I don't know what else I would do! Where would I go? Sigh...it is April 13...school will be out in 3 weeks...or so...and I now am questioning my plans!!

Please say a prayer for me...that God will clearly open/shut doors and that I will have eyes to see and ears to hear what His will is for me...

To stay or go...that is the question.